i just want my turn (finished)

Ok so after what I think is building up enough courage over the past couple of months to basically do anything in the performing arts school I have realized my efforts have been thwarted........ Not Cool. So i like boyz...ok yeah we can all agree for those of you who know me well know its a fact. And well when it comes to guys I don't get much luck I usually get assholes or the occasional casual sex encounter(later blogs will confirm this fact). but what sucks is that when I finally think Ive met a nice guys who can really be "the one" its all ruined by this big ass slut of a fag. Now my friend and I have encountered this slut on several occasions knowing that all he's ever wanted was a moan and spurt! that dick. Luring me and my friends (separately) with the "I don't know what I want I kiss girls and boys" bullshit....dude lets be honest the bright green short sleeve jacket with tight black audrey hepburn pants DOESN'T scream "I WANT PUSSY!"....cus lets face it you are one cus you don't have enough huevos to ask one out.......BUT when you Finally do its happens to be the one I believe is good pick..for myself I EVEN TOLD YOU I LIKED HIM....mmmm the only thing I can think of is that your still a bit sore from being outed as a horny asshole looking for quick sex (that's another blogg). but for now I'm tired and must get rest and stop thinking about cus I never know whats gonna happen

goodnight shove it